All my life , I have been telling myself that to fall in love , is simply a waste of a time. And it came to this huge extend that I stop myself from believing in this magical feeling called Love. Thinking back , that was actually kind of foolish , to blame on Love when I don’t even know the true meaning of it yet , or feel it even.

Perhaps I would say , I did felt it. More of , to love someone but not to be loved. I am pretty sure everyone felt this before , the one sided love that never got appreciate , in which leads to massive heart aches and hence , that is where my non-believer on Love came about. How stupid was I? Not implying on everyone but yeah , I was that stupid to stop believing in Love.

But that was so last year. This year , 2012 I am starting my new life with Love. It is not just love from my family , yes I have been showered by their love for the whole of my 21 years of life. I am saying , right now , I found what I have been searching for all this time. Yes , that denyingly (though there isnt any word of that) contradicting factor of believing in Love , Love.

I don’t know what other’s views and opinions on their love life. But I can definitely admit that , right now , no words can describe about how I felt , and what Love is actually. You just ‘feel’ it inside.

It is a feeling that simply brightens up your day. Makes you feel like , there is something for you to look forward. And that something , or rather that someone is the one you think of every second of the day.

Magical isn’t it?

I am unsure about how the future , my future will be like , but let’s live it happily now. Happiness , sadness are part of our lives. And whatever that are part of our lives , doesn’t stay.

I love you. And I will always do. Till death do us apart.

Love,

Sue

~ Words From The Boy ~

I know this may sound stupid , or irrational but , I want to spend the next chapter of my life with you. I’d go the extra mile just for you. I want the best for you , for us. I hate seeing how sick you were because I love you so much. Give me 6 years of your sacrifice , waiting , enduring and bearing with the obstacles we are going to face. You’re my keeper , I am yours. There’s no one else but you.

You changed me , to be a better person. To be more patient and mature. To love the people around me , to respect my parents and yours and everyone else. And most importantly , I learn how to love you more each and every single day.

Let’s pray for the best for the both of us , I am waiting for the time where I can go home to see no one else but you. I love you so much.

- These are the words that never failed to make me cry. I love you too baby. (‘=